once his mind is made up there is nothing you can do
Ive tried screaming how i want him back just to say good bye
just to say thank you and I love you
Steve's memorial was yesterday. I finally met his family (at least the ones i know he cared about). His niece said he saw me has a daughter. And close friends told me how he was worried about me since he hadn't see me in awhile.
But i feel really bad about this. I'm sooo angry with some of the people that went. They talked about Steve as if they were best friends but he would tell me hoe he disliked them. Also where it was help Steve's aunt send money to pay for food afterwards and i bet anything the Manger selled the left overs. its all about making money even if someones dead.
I feel bad that I'm this angry but its part of the grief process. I'm almost to accepts.
I'm also getting a tattoo of Elvis with Steve's name. I think I'm going to have it say In Loving Memory instead of RIP
*I will post a pic of it after i get it this weekend*
But on happy news
Lazer tag today!!!!! going to celebrate mt friends Morgan 21th bday
Nothing better then acting like a 5 year old on your 21th ;)
This is what I'm going to get
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