Love behind locked doors

Loving someone that doesn't love you, is a tricky thing. To be honest I don't want to love him. At least not like this. . .
It hurts to say hello but it hurts more to say goodbye.
It's a trap, this love. There's nothing he can do that could make this come undone.
If there was a magic potion I could take to make these feelings go away, I would.
But would I regret it?
Sadly I think so.
I will keep this love a secret.
Lock it away so no one can find it. Just take it out when no one is around.
So I can feel this pain alone.